I think I love you Ruth so what am I so afraid

not much actually. You know what really sad? I keep thinking of what happened on Saturday. I highly doubt that that will ever happen again but one can hope. I have a lot to do the next couple of days and a medium to low amount of stuff over spring break. Global Issues project, English paper... can't think of anything else...oh! the Physics project too. I'm excited for a little break so that I can read my story about Hermione. It really is a good story. The first "book" was 300 and some pages and this second one is a little less than that.

I'm really nervous that I'm not going to get into any colleges. I applied to 5 and I haven't heard back from any of them. I also feel really out of the loop because while I'm looking forward to freedom and college and stuff, I'm REALLY going to miss MPA and all the people but I feel like I'm the only one who feels that way.

I'm sorry if I've seemed crabby lately; I haven't been feelign well at all and I'm finally starting to feel a little bit better.


Ending note: Off to watch Apocalypse Now